Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Scared.....

Scared
: thrown into or being in a state of fear, fright, or panic
Yep that's me!
I have been rethinking this whole... put me to sleep, cut me open, peel internal organs from other internal organs, remove said organ. The pain is not THAT bad I mean not quite as bad a childbirth!? Maybe I could just not eat and take pain killers for the rest of my life? Why not?
Ok... I know, it has to be done. But honestly I don't want to! (picture me stomping & screaming)
At least I could be getting a flat tummy out of the deal. Now that would be the surgery for me :
Everyone says.... "It's not that big a deal, You'l feel so much better it will be worth it." but I am still scared not a big fan of pain, and really not a big fan of not waking up!
Alight I have whined long enough, please be thinking of and praying for me.

4 comments:

Lacey Sue said...

Sweet lady- I don't blame you for being freaked out ;), cause I would be too! I will keep you in my prayers..and will send good thoughts your way!!! Good luck!

Diane said...

Heather, I would be worried about you if you didn't get a little freaked out. It really will be worth it, but it's okay to be scared going into it. Good luck, I will for sure be thinking and praying for you! :)

keysha said...

I'm with Diane...I'd be worried about you if you WEREN'T a little worried about the surgery. Everything will work out just fine...I'll be praying for you and sending you good vibes!!!

Hansen Family said...

you will be fine! and I promise you will be glad when that rotten thing is out!